I'm in some kind of deep depression lately.
I know, it's not wise.
But I just can't kill these "there is no use in all of this" mood. I really want, but don't know how.
Can't find any motivation to do something good.
Just mechanically repeat easy tasks. nothing new. nothing developing. nothing growing stronger, except anxiety and dissension.
I just don't know why I need to wake up every day.
Am I just another lost child?